Go on why won't you kill me? Why are you hesitating? Kazuhiko face was full of mixed emotions - shock, anger, fear, sadness...
He shakiy picked up her gun that was lying near his feet and pointed it at her.
Ahh i see...you rather kill me with my own weapon....the same weapon of destruction that wiped your beloved Sakura from the face of the earth....by my hands. I guess I do deserve this, I can't go back now... Have I really lost my mind?
Kaori started to tremble but she closed her eyes and smiled.


For a split second, she heard two shots behind her. Behind m-!? Her body was thrown onto her stomach by the force of the blast that pummeled into her back - the first scraped into her side but the second was much more painful.
 Her eyes gazed up at Kazuhiko and she saw him fire her gun twice in the direction behind her but she couldn't she who he was shooting at. She couldn't look behind her, she was too tired now...its hurts too much.


Everything suddenly went black.

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The room she was standing in was completely covered in white but she blinked again and the room was now full of classroom desks. On two of the desks in front of her were two shapes slumped over them. What's that? Where am I exactly? Is this heaven? It surely can't be...I would be going straight to hell I thought...

Kaori took a few steps forward making no sound - the mysterious figures was wearing school uniform with one of them being the same as hers but the other was the male school uniform. Am I back at school then? Was it all just a really bad dream? So where the rest of the class? Maybe they all bunking off again...

Kaori went to the figure of the boy and touched the shoulder. ! So cold! And what's that...? His back was stained with blood from the shape of two bullet wounds and his head...half his brain was sticking out of his hand!
 The substance was glittering in the light like a gone off apple making her feel sick but Kaori turned over the face quickly with one hand. It was Yoji Kuramoto!


Kaori rushed over to the figure of the girl and turned her face - It was Sakura Ogawa and her eyes was all funny looking and her body...it was bent in odd directions and their was blood seeping from her stomach like a red waterfall.

No! No this can't be! It wasn't my fault...It was the game, Junya! I couldn't have want to do this! Could I!? Was I that desperate to live!? Someone answer me! I feel crazy...Am I crazy!? Hello!?

Suddenly her whole body just dropped and the images of the bodies and the desks was coming out of view. No! I didn't do it! Wasn't me! Was It!?

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Her eyes opened quickly and the image of the uncomfortable floor meeted her view. She could feel the coldness of wind brushing aganist her sweated cheeks and her fringe was stuck to her forehead full of sweat. Her glasses was crooked but not broken but they was slightly hazy to see through.

The lighthouse!? Kazuhiko...and the shots! Kaori quickly went to pull herself up but the sharp pain in her back caused her to shriek and fall back down again.
Kaori took a few deep breaths, bit her lip and again quickly brought herself up.
The pain was like a red hot poker was repeatedly being shoved into her back but despite the tears stood up and leant against the wall of the lighthouse breathing heavily.


Her jacket was drenched in her blood looking like red paint been thrown at her (this thought actually reminded her of kinder-guardian) and she could feel something stuck in back, probably being one of the bullets but she couldn't see how bad it looked.
Oh god this pain is so unbearable... but who shot me? It wasn't Kazuhiko so someone must have snuck up on us and... But Kaz shot at them so does that mean...?

Kaori steadily made her way to the stairs but spotted her gun lying on the ground.


Kaori picked it up, a faint pain rushed up her side but she bit her lip again and ignored it. Kaori walked down the stairs slowly with each step bringing back the discomfort of her wound but she pressed on. Once reaching the bottom she was actually surprised - no bodies,no blood but only the silence greeted her.

Where is the attacker's body? Has Kazuhiko already left? I'm surprised he didn't finish me off unless he thought I was dead.
Kaori tucked the gun into her skirt and picked up her belongings that she left near the stairs.
Making her way to the door she took a glance at the board.


Kaori suddenly dropped to her knees and burst out crying. She had took away two people love from each other...She couldn't even remember why she killed Saki...Did I choose to do it or did Junya...convince me? The thought of it made her cry louder - she loved Junya with all her heart and yet she was saying that her sweetheart made her killer.

 Maybe she was crazy, perhaps she was unsafe to be around people especially in this game... but maybe she could try and help other people in the game before she died which she was very certain of and the one person that deserved to kill her was... Kazuhiko.


Kaori wiped her eyes with the back of her sleeve and stood up, the same pain rushed through her body but once again bit her lip which was in fact now bleeding.
Making her way out of the lighthouse entrance, she could spot the corpse of Sakura but looked away quickly. The images flooded back into her mind of Sakura body droping into empty air by the cause of her...

Kaori ran from the now tombstone not giving any thought of the blood dripping down her legs making her white socks evolve into a crimson red.

Oh my sweet, sweet Junya! You have the voice of a angel, a saint - in fact a god!  Maybe I should actually start believe Mizhuo about gods like how she worship the supose great  god of light  " Ahura Mazda"! But then again even though she is my friend she really needs to stop living in a fantasy world. She was doing it again in biology today calling me something like Lorela... something and probably would of started a goddess name for Megumi if it wasn't for Hirono and her clique coming over as usual.
Well actually Mitsuko's clique but today only Hirono and Yoshimi was doing poke the pimples game and then wiping their hands over Megumi.  Oh and also taking Mizhuo notes on her quests through the great land of light and reading them out then went on over to Yoshio Akamatsu...
I couldn't wait until the end of the day, such a relief to be able to have a good soak in the bathtub then rub on my usual tub of excess oil over my pimples. I really think I should get mother to take me back to the doctor's for a better product, something stronger if mother not at work like father as usual. I know Chiyo won't take me as she out with her friends all the time... I have to get them sorted before the trip in a few days, gotta show Hirono that I'm not a pizza face!. But that dosen't really matter as I know Junya always here for me - close to my heart inside my only Flip Side fan club pendent!
It's a pity I am not allowed to take my Filp side music DVD. Would of been nice to keep listening to " Galaxy Magnum " ( my all time favourite song! ) which can block off Mizhuo's constanley talking about our next adventure into the city of Khara Kan on the school coach for the trip. Maybe I sit next to Megumi if that's going to be the issue but as long it's not near the back of the bus.
I think I go and watch some more of Junya singing. It actually feel's like he singing only to me... I guess he can't stop thinking about me either. Right my sweet?

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